Major Depression & Disability - The Problem, The Solution

I am a 53-year old man who has been declaredcoffee mugs, beer steins, wall and desk clock, baseball
officially disabled for almost a decade now. I nevercaps, and, you name it, we make it.
really cared much for labels, but if our society deems itAll this is due to research on the Internet and making
important for governmental reasons to put one on me,phone calls. Oddly enough, a disabled person, and that
then, indeed, that's me.person is me, can write a lucid, professional email, talk
I had worked for about two decades in a myriad ofon the phone professionally, create a social network
jobs such as sales, marketing, public relations, mediaand blog professionally, and write articles, hopefully
production and the like. It was difficult for me to keep aprofessionally. The old boy network, who was once so
job as I had depression, at least that is what I wasinvolved in keeping a stigma attached to depression
"labeled" to have. I had been treated withand/or disability is out of the picture now. I have no
antidepressants and talk therapy for many years butexcuses anymore not to succeed. I deal with people
was not getting better. Finally, I was told I could notwho want me to succeed, and it helps them succeed.
work, that "I was too depressed".When I create a new cartoon product, I generally
Now I had a lot of time on my hands so I begancreate at least ten new jobs from artistry, to
studying depression. It did not take me long to discovermanufacturing, to drop-shipping, to heat press digital
a disease called "TRD" or labeled by the psychiatricreproduction, to courier, etc. And I do it allfrom my
community, "treatment resistant depression". I was onehome.
of the few lucky ones who received the onlyOh, and this disabled person (that is, me) finished three
treatment for it, a vagus nerve implant. You see, TRDyears of business college online, at an accredited
is actually not a mental illness, in and of itself, but auniversity at age 52. I am 53 now and plan to return
faulty vagus nerve, of which I had, will mimic the signsnext year to finish and go for an MBA.
of depression, lethargy, etc. After I received theAgain, on the Internet. Why waste time with people
treatment, my life took dramatic changes.who are more concerned with "labeling" me so as to
Though I am still labeled "disabled" by many, I haveput parameters on my limitations, than those who
found that the Internet has leveled the playing field. Iknow me just as a person and helping me succeed.
say that a bit facetiously and with a bit of sarcasm,I am not saying a depressed or disabled person should
because, during my "depressed state", I was keenlyhide behind his or her computer all day, I spend plenty
aware of the discrimination targeted my way, thoughof time interacting with people, handing out business
those who were being discriminating were not awarecards, going on talk shows, and doing as much as I can
of my awareness. I guess they thought people within the public.
depression or any disability don't have awareness orLabeling is a bad thing. Have you ever noticed that a
intelligence. We do.person with a mental illness or physical disability is the
So I thought it was the end of the world when myonly person labeled by his illness or disease? If a
work days in corporate America came to an end.person has cancer, we don't say "He's cancerous", or
How would I ever survive on disability? I did. One learnsif a person has diabetes, I've yet to hear, "There goes
to adjust. But there are some painful growth momentsMr. High Blood Sugar!". But if a person has depression,
in that adjustment. But it was all worth it.100% of the time "He/she's depressed" or "has
With extra time on my hands, I learned to "nearlydepression" or "mental illness". That usually puts an end
master" the Internet. I started a cartoon project with noto the conversation as the stigma remains and many
money, Londons Times Cartoons which in less than adon't want to know much more. That is ashamed.
decade became the most visited offbeat cartoon siteIt might do them good to go to some of the famous
on the Internet (and still is). It's rankings keep growingpeople with depression websites such as
and by the end of this month we will have had 9 million[ , or . I am always surprised to see my name on each
visitors within the past two years. That may not soundof the pages. There are hundreds of them; simply
like much but for a cartoon site it is. Most cartoons ongoogle "famous people with depression". My name sits
the Internet last from 3-6 months and the others areright there usually next to Abraham Lincoln or Elton
gone within a year.John.
I opened two cartoon gift mega-stores and six nicheSo you see, depression is considered a disability. But
funny gift shops. Sales remain brisk. I have affiliateswhen you read the names on these websites and see
through my manufacturer 3drose, many of them onwho is or was depressed, it truly makes you wonder,
Amazon and they sell plenty as well.first, why there is such a negative connotation
I create all sorts of products with my cartoons onattached to the label, and secondly, why the label even
them; greeting cards, t-shirts, jogging suits, mouse pads,exists.